Friday, July 09, 2010
typing and surfing
when I should be packing
boxes and boxes and boxes
I have only a few days til
I have to leave
to start my new job.
I wish I had more
and I guess I am
I can visualize
myself in my new place
working at my dream job
now I just have to
and start packing
so I am off
right after I eat breakfast...
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Doors are opening and life is incredible
I have been offered my dream job
and I am very excited about it.
Of course there is so much going on right now
that it is difficult for others to get excited
when his car was totaled by his nephew
the night before I got the job offer.
So I have been doing the happy dance for
over 5 days, and getting more excited by the minute.
I will be moving back to the Alamo City
and I am excited about that
My Man says he will be moving with me
as was the plan regardless of where my next job took me.
I have been cautious and not certain he will move.
However, the last few days, with our trip to meet
his family (parents, siblings, youngest daughter)
in a very fine Yankee State full of history of our nation,
looming and the excitement growing
he has talked of not much else but our move.
His spirits are high, and so are mine.
Have I told you I got my dream job?
Have I told you how excited I am?
Now I have to go pack for our two week
trip "home" to yankeeville.
Tuesday, June 01, 2010
I try my best to understand men.
Especially the one I have in my life.
Just when I think I have a handle on it
He makes it clear I am mistaken
What I know and understand about men
in general, not just one man
could easily fill a grain of sand
with no overflow or spillage.
What I don't understand about men
is as wide and deep as the Ocean Blue.
Why do you write things in third person?
So you can say you didn't mean you?
Why do you lash out, apologize and then let us stew
and say you apologized so it is done, finished, over?
When I am still reeling and hurt, and the apology was like
a side note.
I really don't understand.
How do I believe you love me
when you say I think too much
and I ask too many questions
and you aren't always in the mood to kiss.
I do that, when with a guy I don't really love
and have to muster the strength to stand a kiss.
I ask questions to better understand you.
I think of everything going on and the paths it can all take
because I want to be prepared.
Prepared to respond positively in any situation,
and if caught off guard, I won't be.
Yes, that ocean of MeNotUnderstandingMen
is a vast, wild body of water
and I am not sure I will ever sail it's waters
from the IWantToKnow Shore to the
but I have the determination to put my skiff in the water
and hope the sea doesn't swallow me up.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Summer is finally here
I am crawling out of my cave
after losing my mom last October
and all the other shit going on in my life.
I took some time this morning to go back and read
some of my early posts.
I am glad I wrote them and that they are here.
I have missed writing and think it is time
to get back to it.
I have also been introduced to another medium
as an outlet for my rants, thoughts and bright ideas
and have been posting some there as well.
It is amazing what all is out there now
to share your thoughts and ideas with others.
When my mind has cleared a bit and a glorious idea has come
I will return.
Monday, March 29, 2010
A man walked into
A man walked into my life
and I hope he never walks out.
I didn't expect it
I didn't see it coming
I thought it would be
a fun filled weekend
at the beach
with a newly met companion
at the pirate bar
that would end when the weekend ended
he had other ideas
he wanted to see where things would go
he called me his girlfriend two weeks later
and this month,
he asked me to move
he asked me to move in with him
he asked me to move
to another town to live with him...
It was a big decision
a difficult decision
because I wanted to make sure
I wanted to make sure
it was the best decision
so this summer,
I am moving again
to live with a man
a man I am falling in love with
and I am looking forward
building a life together
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Coffee was made
Heel wasn't killing me
Had an "attitude adjustment" last night
that helped with my mood
and so I have big plans
Load up items to take to work
Load up items to take to storage
opening up boxes and repacking them
with items to go to storage
putting away any items to stay here
Lunch with high school friend
cook black eyed peas for tomorrow
and then get ready for a great NYE
Have a great celebration tonight,
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
I did get things done at school
and even 30 minutes earlier than planned
but it went downhill from there
However, I did
Join a gym
go to a class (cardio)
portion Stew and freeze it
get some well needed sleep
make plans to eat lunch
with two friends from high school
one will be today,
and the other tomorrow.
Read more about BFL
I am not out of bed yet
but I have made an eye dr appt.
for next Tuesday
and now it is time for coffee
and a light breakfast...
(lunch in two hours)
and then working at school
a water class tonight
and hopefully working at home
the sleep did help
the class did not,
my heel is killing me today
part of the reason I haven't gotten started yet today
that and it is cold
have a great day